You Won't Believe How a Narcissist Destroys Your S£xuality

The other direction your s£xuality may take is hyper-expression. When you are s£xually trauma-bonded to a narcissist, int!macy becomes the only time when you feel connected to them. This can lead you to become hypers£xual, or at least think you have become hypers£xual, when that may not be the case. You find yourself constantly initiating int!macy because they are not initiating anything with you.

To make things better, you approach them; you try to steam things up. You work on yourself, losing or gaining weight, attempting to rekindle love. Unfortunately, there’s nothing to be rekindled because the other party does not experience what you are trying to make them feel. They may call you clingy, needy, or hypers£xual because you want it from them, focusing solely on that one element, ignoring the warmth and affection they have withheld from you for years.

For you, that moment of int!macy is an expression of love, but ultimately, you are left dissatisfied. It is not the act itself that motivates you; it is the hope, the dopamine hit, and the oxytocin released during the act that you seek. This leads you to feel ashamed of yourself, thinking, “What’s wrong with me? I want to get rid of this, but I can’t.”