- A Sudden Surge of Anxiety
The fear of being powerless emerges when a narcissist loses access to a primary source of supply, especially one they relied on for emotional regulation, status, or resources. Anxiety kicks in with full force. This isn’t just about missing a person; it’s about the destabilization of their carefully curated ecosystem. They fear exposure, reputational damage, or even practical losses like financial security or social connections—and underneath all that lies a lurking terror of abandonment, one they go to extreme lengths to mask. - Frustration Boiling Over
If anxiety is the first wave, frustration follows closely behind. Narcissists thrive on power dynamics, being the ones to dictate the terms of engagement. But when someone takes control by choosing silence or severing ties, it represents an existential threat. It strips them of the authority they assumed was theirs indefinitely, and nothing infuriates a narcissist more than realizing their manipulations no longer have the intended effect.
So, what happens next? The narcissist, now agitated and restless, scrambles for distractions. Whether it’s a smear campaign, triangulation, or the hasty pursuit of new supply, every move is designed to reestablish a sense of dominance. But don’t be fooled—beneath the facade of indifference lies a mind in absolute disarray.
- The Narcissist’s Hidden Agony
When contempt takes over—raw, seething, and deeply personal—it erupts the moment a narcissist registers the unbearable truth: you walked away, not just physically, but psychologically, severing the invisible cords they assumed would forever bind you to their orbit. To the narcissist, tolerating others isn’t an act of mutual respect, but a condescending privilege they bestow. The mere notion that someone dares to reject this generosity ignites a storm of internal disgust. Even if the lost supply wasn’t the most prized possession in their psychological arsenal, it was still supply, and supply—no matter its rank—is oxygen to the narcissist’s fragile existence.
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